Truly Human Being All Lyrics

Miracles 

It’s a miracle had to find the spirit myself

Papa told me God was dead I had to see for myself

I was always on a path I just needed some help

Looking all around until I looked inside of myself

I'm a lighthouse

I’m the boat at sea

I am Moksha 

I'm the falling leaf

I'm a forgotten

Piece of eternity

I am simply

Trying to get free

I am tension

And sweet release

Moving through your body are the words that I sing

I am nothing

And everything

I am often

Left wondering

If you see me

Like I see you
You would know then

That you’ve got nothing to prove

But compassion

And an ear for the truth 

So I'm asking

Who are you

Are the sun

And the moon combined

I live

Right behind your eyes

I am pulled in-

To the tide

That exists

By your side

I am an eyeball

Rolling with the stones

Curious to see where this long road goes

I am the bus stop 

Where you’re getting off

Everywhere you are is everywhere you’re not

I am love

In the age of war

A saint to some

And to others a whore

I can’t care what you think about me anymore

A rumored reality is such a bore

I am the tear you couldn’t hold back no more

Now you know emotion is a magical door

My God there’s so much here to explore

In the peace you feel after crying on the floor 

I am the world

Within your eyes

A dream

Just on the other side

The truth to you

To you a lie

I am the proof of heart

To change the mind

And at birth

I was called Clear Light

So at death 

I will be alright 

I am the destination yet along for the ride

I am the first time a baby cries

I am the soul 

Blowing through the horn

While the choir of life sings to each newborn

I am Woman

In uniform

The thread of life once it’s all been torn

I am the seed

In an exhibit case

Yearning to grow

Plotting my escape

I am who and what will take my place

I am a prisoner of the human race

And It’s a miracle had to find the spirit myself

Papa told me God was dead I had to see for myself

I was always on a path I just needed some help

Looking all around until I looked inside of myself

And it was lyrical how the Love took form

Waiting by the pen just be reborn

I have received the cure for a soul once torn

It is the peace of mind I was yearning for

And there are no dividing lines

This is all there is and it’s a waste of time

To think that you won’t realize 

Who you are when the time is right

Many ways of Knowing  

Everything that passes is a lesson

Meaning comes all on your own

Seems like I was ready for your message

That's why I let you take me home

We ate the fruit cause the fruit was ripe 

The juice it gave us energy

Explored me till you found i was made of light

And bringing me here was your destiny

And there are many ways of knowing

Many ways of outgrowing

Who we used to be

Come love me instinctually 

There are many ways of feeling

The magic inside of you revealing

Ancient truths that claim 

In Love we are all the same

Everyone you see is a reflection

An opportunity for introspection

What you see in me

Is knocking from inside of you just tryna get free

I came out of the earth just to speak with you

I’d go back to the garden just to eat with you

Funny how in form we are just passing through

But one day I’d like to get back to you

Cause there are many ways of knowing

Many ways of outgrowing

Who we used to be

Come love me instinctually 

There are many ways of feeling

The magic inside of you revealing

Ancient truths that claim 

In Love we are all the same

So I’ll be here living out the movie

Evolving into grace and beauty

And you’ll be the guy who once knew me

But just like the sky we’ve gotta keep moving

And you might see a shooting star

And all I see is me playing my guitar

Until I start singing to you

And begin to feel the One in us two

And there are many ways of knowing

Many ways of outgrowing

Who we used to be

Come love me instinctually 

There are many ways of feeling

The magic inside of you revealing

Ancient truths that claim 

In Love we are all the same

SOUL RIDER

Scriptures of my lifetime 

I tend to write in pencil

But I put your name in black india ink 

Cause I think you’re really special

Through my lens this life seems 

So experimental

Doing this little dance with you I feel 

Sensual

Soul rider

Soul rider ride with me

Soul rider

Set yourself free and I will follow your lead

My mind feels so clear when I’m near you

It’s erotic

Nothing is in my head when I'm giving you head

And that's what I like about it

And you do more for me beyond what you can see

It's something you read about 

How I want to dance for you and maybe play with you 

Or let you dream about it

Soul rider

Soul rider ride with me

Soul rider

Set yourself free and I will follow your lead

There's love out there I swear I swear

There's love out there

You’re not alone 

You just haven't met someone who feels like home

And there's many many many many out there

I swear 

That everyone goes through phases 

And everything rearranges itself before your mind

But you’re not alone

You just haven’t met those who feel like home

And there are many out there

The Great Design

I got closed captions on my mind

It comes in words, It comes in song

I feel everything at once

I don’t doubt myself, I just put ‘em down

If I were to let you back inside I wouldn’t write like I'm writing now

Although you’re not by my side I think I got myself 

And there is nowhere left to go, nowhere to stand, nothing to know, 

that could shake me now

I have to do this on my own that’s why I chose to go so I guess I’ll see you around

Who’s behind the great design

Who’s behind the great design

I know that this alls gotta end in the name of letting it all begin again

The urge to preserve denys the other ways in which the game you think you play, is played

And I will never be the same, late nights they seem to rearrange how I’ll live my days

And with my liquid broken heart I will not doubt the tears turned art, but I won't use your name

Cause If I were to let you back inside I wouldn’t write like I'm writing now

Although you’re not by my side I know I got myself 

Who’s behind the great design

Who’s behind the great design 

Who decides

Who designs

The intricacies involved in each of our lives

There’s more than me

There’s more than you

There’s a world outside of our head and we’re just passing through

Who’s behind the great design

Clay Bowl’s Destiny

Time passes 

In an un-orderly fashion

I can’t help asking 

Why’d this all happen like this

I stumbled on a man 

Generous as can be

One who really sees me for me

Wouldn’t dare change a single thing

How rare is that?

In a day like this

My God I do, I do, I do 

cherish him 

Now the winds will blow 

Me far away

But seeds have sewn

Him into my fate 

So you will always be near

Be in form or in Spirit Love 

Time will decide what she wants to do with us 

We must remember and remember again 

All the best things we did

All the best things we said 

When

Life crashes

Into itself like a temple collapsing 

I’m inside praying it’ll stop 

But we don’t always get what we want 

They say to fear change is to fear life herself 

I must look like a child having a melt down

Cause I just want you around 

Want you always so near

Be in form or in spirit love 

Time will decide what she wants to do with us

We must remember to remember again

All the best things he did 

All the best things he said

And I love that you will think of me while reading Persian poetry

And you will live inside of my head and visit through paper and pen 

Now every song I write to bring you back to me so when I sing 

This song I know that you are here 

The water in my salty tears so near

Be in form or in spirit love

Time will decide what she wants to do with us

I will always remember and remember it all again

All the best things we did

All the best things we said 

Outside 

I’m sweet like honey is sweet

I am right where I should be

And I know seasons change and I'll soon be gone

So I leave a piece of my heart for you in this song

I think you'd be just fine

And I’d like to stay here a long long time

But I need to see this world outside of my head

And I need to know what true love is before I’m dead

I gotta lotta books to read

Gotta lotta words unsaid

Gotta lotta mouths to feed one day

When I'm outside of my own head

I gotta lotta souls to meet

Many stories left unsaid

Don't really gotta thing to do

But chop wood and get back to bed

Cause I'm sweet like honey is sweet

I am exactly who I am meant to be

And I give you permission to let your heart break

And a prayer that time will ease your pain

I can see in the dark tears sparkle on your cheek like stars

Just know those tears they turn to art

So even as you move on I will still love you

When I go home to Tucson I will be thinking of you

Cause I know that people change after they’ve been gone

But I like a part of you that is set in stone

And likely in time we will find some words to say

But until then it’s best if one of us just walks away

Cause I know seasons change and we'll soon be gone

So I leave a piece of my heart for you in this song

Bluejay

When the Bluejays went away 

I cried the whole next day

And the next day too

When I realized I was the bluejay 2

When I look up to the sky

I sense my own demise

In the spaces where the bluejays once 

Flew

And all that they could say 

Is maybe they’ll come back one day

That's not a game that I would play if I were you

For you are the bluejay too

I just might    

Hold the mirror up to thee

Cause I don’t need these eyes to see 

That you are me

And I am the Bluejay pushed out by the city

When she lost all her rights to Be

I don’t sit in trees no more

I sit on wire

And the winds have changed

They bring fire

What are we gonna do

What are we gonna do

When smoke fills this room

Where are we gonna do

And what are they gonna say

When it’s really 

Really too late

Cause all I hear them say 

Is I'm sure someone will find a way

Out of this collective mess we’ve welcomed in

And still they don't know where to begin

That's why when I look up to the sky

My God I sense my own demise

In the spaces where the bluejays once

Flew

Remembering

Lights go down and out sometimes 

There is no sense in patterns or the lines in your mind

When the weather that passes is strange

Missing the island of a distant ivory day

I know

Feels like we’ve dreamed this all before

Well when I kindly let myself back in the door

I start remembering what it’s for

Most little girls believe in fairies

So why is this world so profane and magicless

If what you wanna see is what you’re gonna see

My God I know I’ve see a just reality 

And a great counsel of owls in the snow

And ancient creatures we will never personally know

So when I really look at how we dance and play our games

I hang my head in shame

Cause I have traveled into many worlds

In a bittersweet way I'm glad to be a girl

But take it all off me and put me on a shelf

Consciousness can never escape itself

How wild

I pass through moments with a smile like a childs

Amongst the pain I pray you find some joy within

And journey safely on my friends

I too have found my way by songs of the birds

After 100 Years of Solitude

To the village of the unified heart

Where the ocean never has stopped calling you

Please know

It is likely that i’ll soon be on the road

I feel the ocean guiding me back to the sea

How would you like to come along with me

It’s so simple said the river to the bed

Remember who you are again